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Alex|20s|
INFJ. GISHWHES enthusiast. Jersey-born and Montreal-raised. Serial fanfic writer and lover of myth.

OTP: deancas

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casthewise
Anonymous:
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bestie why ddi u say that :(

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redwing:

i think that instead of dean outright just asking cas if he meant his confession Romantically he’d just continuously try and pigeonhole the both of them into Prime Kissing Scenarios just to see if cas would. because, Okay, maybe cas didnt kiss him in the dungeon because of the Everything that was going on, but maybe, just maybe, now that he’s back, and theyre safe- he Would? he doesnt even think about if he WANTS cas to feel that way Romantically towards him, he just wants to give cas a chance, because maybe he didnt have enough time, then, but now- now he could kiss dean, and dean would let him. he’d let him. and it’d confirm to him that the confession WAS romantic, that cas is in fact, IN love with him- and he’d. he’d figure out the rest after. but for now, he picks more romantic movies during movie nights, he brings cas to low-lit bars and fancier, candle-lit restaurants. he slings an arm over his shoulder while theyre walking and he walks cas to his room every night. he lets his eyes wander downward, to cas’ lips, all the while willing cas to just fucking- grab him. and kiss him. to put him- to put the BOTH of them- out of their misery. i think cas would see dean doing all of This and think that dean’s just doing it out of obligation, because he THINKS that he needs to spend more time with cas- or give him more hugs- or cook him breakfast- because he feels indebted to him, because of COURSE the confession is a burden to him, no matter how many smiles or dinners he cooks for cas. i think that dean would definitely be nonstop fantasizing about cas kissing him- hard and slow, gentle and fast- at the kitchen table, on the couch, in the impala, right outside the diner. he’d think, Now. He’s gonna kiss me now. and he’d hold his breath, like he always does, and tries not to feel- disappointed? upset? when cas never does, when cas doesnt close the gap between them. he’s just- he’s just tryin’ to be a good friend, all right? he’s tryin’ to give his buddy an in. and cas is making it harder than it should be. i think eventually dean gets himself SO riled up that he just fucking kisses cas in the bunker’s hallway. i think sam moves out to eileen’s place by week 2 because he does NOT want to witness this.

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